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Booo! Look at those eyeballs! Bold and lean circles noh! LOL! It’s the day before payday and times like this makes me feel horribly poor. Seriously, I only have like 150 pesos ($3) in my coin purse now which is good for one day consumption only (fare/meal/meal). This is an indication that I should stay inside my crib to avoid unnecessary trifling buys that just gives me the surprise of money drought afterwards. I’m almost broke so I’m just stuck net galoring in my claustrophobic room for the meantime. Huhuhu!

By the way friends, we visited the Church of Mama Mary in Simala here in Cebu yesterday. (I know what you’re thingking.. Of course I do visit those places noh..) Anyhoo, It’s been considered one of the miraculous pilgrim places for thousands of Filipino Catholic devotees. Word is that a number of devotees who visited the shrine had been granted petitions. It’s my first time to be there and I honestly wanna go back probably in a weekday to avoid congestion and long lines though it’s part of what we called sacrifice.  It’s one of my holiest days ever.. That’s all for now my chicaritos! Happy Sunday everyone! vi-a-v!

For the past months of being contained with so many excessive mischances in my life, I learned that someone’s reaction on things and changes does make a difference in terms of how that person is going to live the rest of his/her time each day. It’s a pretty simple thought that we basically kinda fail to embrace or should I say practice. You see, human behavior is one of the most complex attributions to oneself and science may have attempted to uncover the mystic body chemistry this common observable fact makes yet it fell short of hitting the bulls-eye. Woohhhh! What did I just say? Isn’t so science noh? Lol!

Anyhoo… As I was saying, human reaction hits big time to oneself and as far as my senses is concerned and my self-observation on it, that is indeed an assertion. There are two sides that conceal the creativity of response. It may either be positive or negative and these two depend on how we conceive our own feedback as to what’s going on. Our emotions allowed us to react, to express how we really feel. On the other hand, our perception sums it all. This is the make or break point. It’s where the posi- and nega- comes in. This is the moment if we’re gonna blow it up because of what that person had said or keep it low like a dignified bitch. Sometimes, we tend to react much even on simplest did/mistakes/whatever we or other people do. That’s human nature then. But reacting too much place us in a hanging position.

I’ve been through simple situations (and you do as well) which supposedly require an effortless response but I approached it with a bang, thus affecting my swinging moods for the rest of my day. Consider loosing your pen when you badly need it. Reaction may vary from the type of person you are but initially for me, impatient as I am, would be crazy like hell, murmur and murmur thinking where I placed it and then voila! a bunch of profanities come out from my foul mouth, and so on and so forth. See? Everything has just been screwed up!

It really is hard to control our very own emotion but it does help if we just stay calm and make an attempt to somehow do a just evaluation before giving such a feedback. Admit it, we are awful of being such a pretentious lamb. We don’t like hearing things that basically disinterest us, no one will I think. But isn’t nice to not let loose of our reactions heavily like there’s no tomorrow of buying a new pen, straightening up our mistakes, childishly reacting to someone’s viewpoint on something or whatsoever? This is the question that we should ask ourselves before hitting the roller coaster ride. Allow us to be in charge of our reactions and see if it’s gonna be worth it punching one’s face or breaking rules to suffice our emotional greed to act upon on it. Express what your heart and mind desire…. with CARE at least…